Usually don't make rants or anything like that on here, but, today sucked so much cock that I just had to. Okay, so where to begin. My topic today is "The World is a Dick". Now, as you may or may not know, I've never been into a relationship ever in my life and I probably never will because I'm completely unlikable and I'm going to die alone. Anywho, back on topic.
So, I was planning on asking this girl that I have feelings for out. Her name's Grace, and she is a friend of mine. Now, I was planning on asking her out for some time, just never gained the courage to do so considering the fact that I have social anxiety and I get nervous and I freak the fuck out whenever I attempt it. I also am afraid of the response, as it could be some shit like "What the fuck? Hell no." or something. Anyway, I was planning on doing so on Monday, which I was planning to do since two weeks ago. (May 5, 2012)
Now, today I decided to do some web-browsing, and I went ahead and checked Facebook. This ruined my whole fucking weekend. I check Facebook and I go to her profile to friend her (Considering she told me she made an account today) and what happens? Boom, I see it states that she's in a relationship since May 8. At first I was like wait, what? I then notice she's with my friend, David. This tears me up inside and out because not only can I not ask her out or express my feelings, she's with my god damn friend. If only I had asked her sooner...
So yeah, I'm fucked over again. Thanks world, I fucking hate you. Also, by the way...
Moral of the Story: Don't wait to ask someone out. Once you have the chance, take it. I'm serious. Thanks.
-Josh
